I can't believe it's already September and so many months went by since I wrote something on this diary. I haven't forgot about you little love blog and you my mistery readers. I have so much to say to be honest. First I had a terrible summer, I have done anything special, just working and I found out yesterday that next wednesday would be my last day, well I'm not that sad. Retail is defo not for me. I mean I had a nice team and it was fun for a while to work there but not anymore.
I went back with my ex boyfriend twice since December. Got back in march and broke up in june and got back together three weeks, and he moved to Egypt... That's actually really sad, but hes living his dream so i can't blame it AT ALL. I mean if i had the chance of leaving for New York I wouldnt even think twice.
I can totally see a life in the Big City, living in a loft near Chinatown, I would tots redecor it myself. I would have a crazy neighboor with too much energy, playing some good music very late at night. I would play my little Jazz playlist, read a book by the window in which the view is amazing. During hot and cold nights I would find myself a duvet to bring on the rooftop looking at the buldings and think about life. I would have a job that I always dream about, working in communication PR and Marketing, I would be head of the company, I would play the cold boss but after work I would ride my bike to the coolest music store in town, find the best cupcake place of the city, and would discover the most incredible views to take AMAZING pictures. I would build an amazing friendship with my neighbour, they have to be crazy like me, once a week we would take our big blanket and pillow and meet on outside or flat and have a huge sleepover and the hallway.
Thats what a life is about!
I have been taking my minds off things lately because it helps me to think about the future than actually myself what I am gonna do now. I feel so alone, my boyfriend is away, my friends are busy living their lives which I tots understand, i need to take my life more seriously ? ugh...