I just don't get it
I'm back.. few weeks past an i decided to write something down.. Everything is just so fucked up lately. I needed to write on my diary but couldn't find it anywhere.
I have a lot a lot to tell ... First I would like to know why is it so hard to express myself around real friends.. I just can't tell how I feel show my real feelings. I'm just not a type 'aww poor girl are you ok' This is not who I am. I have to hide what I got inside my heart to feel good. I have been through a lot in my short life and i've seen a lot aswell. Anyway. I don't get it. I wish I could shout to the entire world that I am not ok and ask them to question me ,maybe I will talk when I'm ready? I just think it's easier to show different faces.. The happy one and the sad one, except that the sad one is always at home and never go outside (:
People, we are all the same, we all think we know who we are and what we feel but deep inside of us we all know we don't. I'm just one of the people who is not afraid to admit it.
Open your eyes.. Ask yourself who you are.
I have a lot a lot to tell ... First I would like to know why is it so hard to express myself around real friends.. I just can't tell how I feel show my real feelings. I'm just not a type 'aww poor girl are you ok' This is not who I am. I have to hide what I got inside my heart to feel good. I have been through a lot in my short life and i've seen a lot aswell. Anyway. I don't get it. I wish I could shout to the entire world that I am not ok and ask them to question me ,maybe I will talk when I'm ready? I just think it's easier to show different faces.. The happy one and the sad one, except that the sad one is always at home and never go outside (:
People, we are all the same, we all think we know who we are and what we feel but deep inside of us we all know we don't. I'm just one of the people who is not afraid to admit it.
Open your eyes.. Ask yourself who you are.