Music of today.
It's so hard for me to trust someone in the first place.. When do trust this person it's really hard to see him leaving.
People who comes in my life easily, leave the same way. But people for who I fight means a lot to me.
I feel so down. I guess it was love? I'm so young to know about this subject..? Well I have a little heart with a lot of space, brain and I'm human. So I think there is no age to understand the meaning of love..
I can't eat, I can't sleep and I can't barely breath. I feel like I'm going to throw up.. Throw up my pain.
My eyes are full of tears.. It's broken. All we had, my heart and my hopes. Everything is gone. I will forever have a thing for this guy but I have to let go. In life you have to let go in willing to find happiness.
So yes, I'm hurt. In pain. I cannot describe what I feel, what I think. I'm just lost. It's too soon to think about new love. I feel alone with people around, true love is hard to find out.
Everything remind me of him. This time I reel, the way that I feel. I just want to say it. It sucks.