So Time flew so fast. We already are march, Spring to be precise. I don't know where to start I have so much to tell.
I have like this pain I guess? Or is it just some feeling which hurts a lot.
Something new in my life, I had this new thing amazing, I was so proud of it, made me feel important. Yes that was it. My phone was ringing all the time, people were texting me all the time. I guess this is what happened when you said 'I'm happy' loud. Life takes out back what you had for a few moment and put you back at the reality.
I'm trying so hard not to explode. I actually want to scream so LOUD and someone comes and rescue me. Because this is what I need. To be saved. Can someone tells that I'm sad all the time?
I'm alone.
I'm empty.
My throat is getting tight
My eyes are getting red and wet.
I'm totally lost.
Dear Reader, if someone actually read this
Please come find me and take me away.
When you are a lady you can't be weak
But when you are human can't be that strong.
If you look at me you will see a young girl, searching
for answers, for happiness and so much others stuff.]
If you look at my face you will see a smile which hide my sadness
If you look at my eyes you will see the future that I imagine, but if you look closer you will realise everything